From wiki:
Vicky Cristina Barcelona is a 2008 romantic comedy-drama film written and directed by Woody Allen. The plot centers on two American women, Vicky (Rebecca Hall) and Cristina (Scarlett Johansson), who spend a summer in Barcelona where they meet an artist, Juan Antonio (Javier Bardem), who is attracted to both of them while still enamored of his mentally and emotionally unstable ex-wife María Elena (Penélope Cruz). The film was shot in Spain in Barcelona, Avilés and Oviedo, and was Allen's fourth consecutive film shot outside of the United States.

I'm shorked by the relationship between Cristina, Juan and Maria. From Cristina, I find some characters that are fantastic. Her life seems like a little bit mass, but however, she really did something that most of the people want but not dare to do.

So come back to the former question that confused me a lot recently. What do we live for? Why should I do these things that I am doing? What is love truely like?

Possiblely it has something to do with the chat between ZR and me. I'm tirely to finger out if he loves me. He told me he is nervous because someone had refused him. It didn't make an excuse from the point of me.

JQ is a brave girl, and I admire her. I wonder if I make the right choise to refuse her. Life is ironic. This moment, I find the meaning of life lies in doing the things that I really want to do, which will make me feels good. Ah, that is. No matter what happens, the true feeling won't lie.