reach far
Today, I looked through the documents carefully and slowly, and reiterated the main points in my own words, maybe it is the first day that I can say to myself: “call it a day”.
At noon, after eating lunch with Tom, I went to his apartment for a little rest, when I complained about being too vacant, he told me that I should find things for myself and use the time to improve myself, yes, he is totally right, truth be told, I realized that earlier, only did I refuse to admit that I was just being timid and afraid that I was left behind, at the last, I did nothing except wasting my time worrying.
During the trip coming back to Capri, they discussed the project they are carrying on, and analyze the reason why it goes roughly, and the main reason for the roughness is the bad management, people who was in charge of this project was so irresponsible and arrogant, they are capable of nothing but asking others to take fall for them, I was wondering why these situations even exist,the only and fundamental reason I can conclude is that the company is not totally focusing on their growth, so there would be people who get paid but not contributing.
Tom was definitely right about one thing: FH won’t be my destination and I myself shouldn’t take it as my destination, as a stepping stone, I need to hold my responsibility and try my best to find opportunity to improve myself, I am willing to contribute, and I don’t want it too easy, but I won’t bet my all life on this company. Just try hard!
