This is my first article on Jianshu. Starting diaries from Grade Two in primary school, I should be a veteran writer, yet to write is one thing, to publish your words is another.
As an introvert person, words is always one of my favorite friends, when I felt sad, confused or lonely, just writing something down would cure me much. That maybe the most important reason for my not publishing---writing is a more private thing to comfort myself than to deliver knowledge or wisdom to the public.
So when did this change happen? Maybe from my graduation from Law School. A series miracles happened in life seem to tell me that your value depends on what you create and output, especially when you leave the school and be an ordinary employee, not, or at least not directly on what you realize or input.
I love learning and trying new things. As time goes by, I found many elderly people wanna write their own book, with their unique experience and feelings for life, no matter who they are-- professor, businessman, or employees. If so, why not start now? I said to myself-- to start your biography earlier and see how it goes.
The diaries I finished past is beyond price, yet it's a little headache thing when I move home. The internet is on the contrary easy to carry.
Professor Ji Xianlin has a metaphor for writing paper --more drinking, more urine. The more I read and write, the more I want, and then, more valuable.
I have access to science, both nature and society, psychology and psychoanalysis, economic and finance during my student years, I once thought that was my advantage yet seemed to become a barrier when I was seeking for the job in my graduate year, knowing everything equals you are good at nothing.
I don't want to admit that because I know it's not real. And the only way to solve is to do it. So I want to record my thoughts and achievements with the help of Jianshu , to grow up with the philosophy to see whether it is effective.
Why not do this in mother tongue? Firstly I want to practice and push myself, secondly, from the opinion of psychoanalysis it's the mechanism of isolation, using the unfamiliar language to protect myself.
Naive words but good start.
