l can't denny l am a bit frantical these days.May l say words alike'exhauste even the last blood not to let it run stale.'But l fail to realise them.Well,the paradox always exists that people prefer the interest or joy  before their eyes though they understand  the truth better than anyone that they will procure a lot more if they choose to work presently.

My feelings and thoughts are banality which i would never review after i write them down,no exception for this article.

l confess what l need is doing more and talking  less.l often console myself with some hypocritical things which l give up in the end.However, l had to acknowledge chances are that there have been some changes confronting me which may bring me interminable merry.

After all,i am indebted to those supporting me ,accompanying me and counselling me.

Suspend here,besides,l can't refrain myself from writing in English despite of so many errors.They can be ridiculous and without logic.But l still keep writing to expose my errors.It is  the process which i cherish.