Sometimes we don't have enough inner motivation to achieve our own dream .
Days ago , my mom told me to have a rest again and again , and I followed her , after all there were too many things to do those days , but I found that , the more rest ( lie down ) I had , the less achievement I got , then I lost myself , at that time , I knew every one must be experiencing some things during which they are growing up , I call it spiritual support , without it I look like a dead-alive person , while I give myself some tasks , I have more energy all of a sudden , no matter what task it is , especially the ones about English teaching , especially the homework our Big Sister Ms Liang gave me , perhaps I didn't do well enough , but I did have a positive attitude toward it , and at least I have got something more or less .
I love the feeling of being urged by Big Sister , of course , only I am willing to make efforts to follow her , or I will be fallen behind .
