I MISS SOMETHING.

I gradually realized that i do miss something..

The one i missed a lot is missing in my mind..

Cause i can't perceive which directions you belongs to..

i only remember ur name,which haunts me every seconds..

But only the name, which can't make me happier or sadder any more.

Can i still call u friend?

bosom friend ? i ever treated as another part of myself..

heart broken days are flying,

i just wanna the reason, i never asked .

why？why you left without a warning or even a word.

leaving me stuck in this mire alone.

and without a shimmer of hope.

i do hate you sometimes,

but i don't know why i hate you.

should i bame this on the vicissitudes of life?

i miss you all the time,

but i can't find a reason for it..

when i am sane,

i told myself

u are a good guy,

i am never wrong for this.

i even can get a little power from you,

when i am depressed ,

the world is black.

sometimes,i am desprate to behold you,

sometimes,your name steals my sleep

and make me cry at night.

is the earth round?

if i choose to travel in the same direction,

is there any chance for me to see u again.

but how? how can i greet you？

with silence and tears.

（2018.7.8 16:31）