I MISS SOMETHING.
I gradually realized that i do miss something..
The one i missed a lot is missing in my mind..
Cause i can't perceive which directions you belongs to..
i only remember ur name,which haunts me every seconds..
But only the name, which can't make me happier or sadder any more.
Can i still call u friend?
bosom friend ? i ever treated as another part of myself..
heart broken days are flying,
i just wanna the reason, i never asked .
why？why you left without a warning or even a word.
leaving me stuck in this mire alone.
and without a shimmer of hope.
i do hate you sometimes,
but i don't know why i hate you.
should i bame this on the vicissitudes of life?
i miss you all the time,
but i can't find a reason for it..
when i am sane,
i told myself
u are a good guy,
i am never wrong for this.
i even can get a little power from you,
when i am depressed ,
the world is black.
sometimes,i am desprate to behold you,
sometimes,your name steals my sleep
and make me cry at night.
is the earth round?
if i choose to travel in the same direction,
is there any chance for me to see u again.
but how? how can i greet you？
with silence and tears.
（2018.7.8 16:31）
