This should be completed 9 months ago, when I just graduated and got my master's degree. However, all the words were just conceived in my mind and never put into practice until today. During that time, I was up with kinds of stuffs, I complaint about the limited time. Actually, everyone owns 24 hours, one needs to squeeze time. It is me who should be blamed on the procrastination.
During the last year, I switched myself to new roles. I ended up my study career temporarily and started to work, changing from a student to a "worker". I'm eagar to pursue further education, but what I have suffered or encountered during the 3-year graduate life ruined my faith, confidence and energy. My intsrests on scientific research and experiments faded little by little. I knew about the terms, techniques and tools on molecular biology. At first, I was curious about the mircro world, eager to explore new knowledge, happy to do experiments in the lab and excited to share the results. After tries and explorations again and again, I was excellent in some experiment skills, such as Western Blot. I was thrilled and pleased, but for some unhappy reasons, I started to hate experiments and lab. Working in the lab day and night has occupied too much time, what I want to be keen on has been sluggish. Compared with those who truly majored in health statistics, I was left behind. I feel annoyed, shameful, and angry. Sometimes I even regret not seek for a doctor's degree. Looking back on the past three years, time is faultless, I just squandered too much time and didn't arrange time wisely and appropriately. The goals I determined to achieved when graduation has never accomplished. Happily, I submitted a paper related to health statistics individually and then published. I really learned more during several times' revise and refinement, which is a little achievement during my master's career.
To my great fortune and happiness, I encountered my Prince Charming at the end of the second semester in grade 2. We should have been a couple long long ago since we have so much in common and share intellecutual connection, but both of us ignored with each other for about two years. We both behave ourselves like little child in front of the other. Trough love and trust, one can taste the hidden side in veil with others. I never believed in telepathy until we came together. Thanks, honey.
People are too hasty and irritable everyday especially during each day's communiting rush hours. Cacophony of car horns make others annoyed. The more annoyed they are , the heavier dissonance the made. Why not just appreciate the beautiful scenery outside the window intensifying traffic congestion？ Even though we pass the same way everyday, the vision beside the road change slightly everyday only if you look them with your heart.
Things happen unexpectedly in our daily life, joy, sadness, depression, agony and hapiness innundate life. We must sttrugle for the goal all the way up.
