Everybody deserved a love life,"Once naive,once authentic,once a life".
In the movie<Camino>,the conflicts between the so-called religion and the pure love were explained so completely and vividly.But the point was not just about the conflicts,but the fetter these conflicts had toward our real happy life.As what we can see in the movie,what this poor girl Camino wanted was nothing but the warmth from people around her,but sadly,illness ruined her life,the cold religious god took her hope,and even her farther who understood her most was gone by an accident on the way to send her hope,the love letter from the boy she liked so much for the first sight.In the end,as all the things delighting her life was one by one taken by the freezing religious rules,the cruel life,the unbearable desease,she closed her eyes,and dreamed a happy dance with her beloved,and together with her loving farther.Yes,what she desires was not much,yet not god,not angels,but just a dance,a kiss,with the boy,who was the actual jesus,giving her hope,making her hold on all the time in hospital.
As Jane Austin said,"Every single man in possession of a large fortune must be in want of a wife",well,i might say that"Every single girl in possession of a naive heart must be in want of a romantic relationship with a boy,regardless of everything irrevalent to love."In our life,not all people's belief should be just about the same,yet not all people's happiness should be defined by the same means.As long as we really feel happy,everything deserves,worthing a try.
I personally was so obssessed with the story between Camino and the little boy's love story,as it's naive but pure as well.How many of these people can we meet in a life?Only one,only once naive,i suppose.In this period of time,we were pursuing nothing but a sense of pleasure,which is already good enough.How marvelous it is!How beautiful it is!Maybe just a simple dance can totally satisfy all the needs in our heart.
As time goes by,we became curious about this world and became a risker who would like to explore and try to explore,to get to know the world.The time, between the teenager and adult,we might encounter the "once authentic",the love of our life,maybe the ones we would love the most in our whole love life.Just as the scene in the movie,."Some of us get dipped in flat, some in satin, some in gloss. But every once in a while you find someone who's iridescent, and when you do, nothing will ever compare."Since at this stage,we are some kind of having our own understanding toward love,and we become in possession of our particular judgement,however still care less about the money thing,or life.He might be nothing compare,but nothing good for our perpetual life.This love is authentic but hopefully killed by rational thingking.
At last,after all these storms,if we still have faith in love,maybe the sentence"With Mr.right,valentine's day is 365days a year." would eventually express what "Once a life" is like.
But life is not a written plan,not all the people can tell u what ur next decision should be.And nobody know whether it'll turn out to be good or bad.It's like a gamble with some uncertain guesses,which frightens me a lot.I don't want fetter nor complete freedom.I don't like lies nor unknown extremely heartbroken,however,every once in a while, it just strike on us with no sign.Just as it's said "Life's like a box of chocolate,you'll never know what you'll get next."
Actually i really have no idea about what my problem really is.Why is it this hard to be just simply in amore?Why is that the most simple happines just can't be owned by me?Why does my life have to be in the tune of tradgedy all the way?Why can't i just luckily encounter someone to just fall in the pure authentic land of amore?For the first time ever have i had the feeling of hearbroken this strong.I can even tell how my heart aches and how my head is breaking apart.Mom even make me take some medicine,thinking i'm just not well.But i know why,i know why my lips can be this pale,why my smile can be this dark.Because i've moved my heart.Ive told myself thousands of times to let go,while the results was so pathetic as i just can't help myself think of these silly questions.Why?Why could other people feel this strong feeling of warmth but I?Why should we care about so much when we are in love with someone?What're their purposes?How can i get away from this?Why should i have to be in this situation?What?What makes all of these?Is he really what he said?Or they're just lies? Why should i even care if he doesn't care about it at all?Were i just a kind of amusement to him?
As it was said,"Once naive,once authentic,once a life."
