I was stuck in the black hole for a long time.Everyday I  think about only  one thing that what I really want.Maybe a lot of people have that moment,confused full of the heart,and we don't know where we should go.

When I can't find my peace ,fall in sleep is a hard work.So the night would be so long to through.The poor girl wake up early in the morning,look at the ceiling and can't find a good reason to get up,especially this winter is so cold.Sometime have so much time to lose is not a good sign.It makes people sick, anyway it make feel hopeless.

I feel so bad about that.I spend all the time on the future,focus on what I need.As a girl,the more thinking,the more painful would pour out.I was so much care about myself and my dream that many normal jobs be forgotten.The other to speak out is I walked in a dead corner.I have so many things should been finished and I choose to ignore.From morning to the night,act a sad person and hope someone to save me.

Until my sunshine friend Aqi wake me up loudly.I realized that if I want my life better,I must deal with the thing in front of me immediately.If I can't do my work with heart and soul right now,I will not success anyway.