Can't eat like this any more

You are just being passive aggressive 

It is NOT HEALTHY

You have dreams

You want to be perfect

You are going to get your green card

You are going to make music

You are going to Harvard

No one is going to stop you from getting what you want

Except yourself

So treat yourself as if you deserve what you want

Coz you do

From now on

You deserve a perfect life

Every step counts

Eat in moderation

Work out regularly

Give yourself time and space to think it through

And everything will be alright

I promise

You can disappear