it's winter now. i feel coldness all over my body, from inside to outside even with heavy clothes without any reason. it seems my heart is soaking in icy water, trembling and numbing.
looking back on how it was years gone by, i lost so many cherish memories, your face fading away. I can't catch its tail. with stranger becoming friends, friends becoming strangers, finally after suffering, it is accepted by you that you are all alone all the way. the peoplewho love you and you love will leave you behind with some reason or without any reason. hope you could understand, no one means to hurt you, but because of different destiny.
how i wish that i can possess all of you forever. i used to refuse any farewell, but always forced to say goodbye, i cried inside and buried the sorrow of aparting, until oneday i met you. you are the one i ever eagered most, i felt my pulse, beating so fast. but you still go as usual, never lingering for me. i split myself into several parts to catch you.
how wish i can love you in my way? you never stop your forwarding pace. at this moment, i know how to love you. that is to spent each second to feel you. figuring out who i am really and berolerant to myself.
i really love you even though you are cruel, but you also give me chance tofeel this world from different view.
time, please give me more time to be with you.
