我也不确定这算是自己的习惯在变来变去，还是算作“本性难移”，总之，我从小时候看电视剧就入迷，到有儿子以后再也不看电视，听见娱乐节目就嫌吵，再后来，就是一个月以前了，我又重新迷上了电视剧。
倒不是像以前，分秒必争地那么追，心态自然许多，如遇特殊情况，不看也无所谓，不至于像从前那般失魂落魄。
许多年不追剧了，小时候就不追星，直到现在也一样，所以很多时候，许多演员我根本就不认识。最近看了两部剧——《一场遇见爱情的旅行》和《我要和你在一起》。这应该算作是青春偶像剧吧，是我以前所不屑的类型。反正里面的人物没有我认识的，感觉自己是穿越过来的。
今晚，《我要和你在一起》剧中当女主林美雅在承受了父亲重伤，姑姑抢家产，闺蜜抢男友的巨大压力下，当她声泪俱下地无助地呐喊“我想他，我真的真的好想他。”男二号黎冬那心痛欲裂的复杂心境铺洒在银幕之上，我的泪水夺眶而出。
随着泪水轰然砸落，我心中在默念着泰戈尔的诗——
世界上最远的距离
不是 我站在你面前
你不知道我爱你
而是 爱到痴迷
却不能说我爱你
当欧长林怀着无比复杂的心情等待着与杜小月的久别重逢，强装微笑之际，等来的却是那句“这是她的骨灰盒”，总感觉银幕喷射出来的都是冰寒刺骨的碎片……
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天,一个却深潜海底
错过了，就过了，一转身就是一辈子。
滚烫的泪总会经历过冰冷才会蒸发，冷却的泪洗刷了岁月如刀的痕迹。每次看书或者电视剧的时候，落泪过后，总会有一种莫名的轻松感，似乎不知不觉间，放下了什么，又或者什么东西飞走了……
人生，是单曲循环，是顺序播放，也是全部循环。
《The most distant way in the world》
The most distant way in the world
is not the way from birth to the end.
it is when I sit near you
that you don't understand I love you.
The most distant way in the world
is not that you're not sure I love you.
It is when my love is bewildering the soul
but I can't speak it out.
The most distant way in the world
is not that I can't say I love you.
it is after looking into my heart
I can't change my love.
The most distant way in the world
is not that I'm loving you.
it is in our love
we are keeping between the distance.
The most distant way in the world
is not the distance across us.
it is when we're breaking through the way
we deny the existance of love.
So the most distant way in the world
is not in two distant trees.
it is the same rooted branches
can't enjoy the co-existance.
So the most distant way in the world
is not in the being sepearated branches.
it is in the blinking stars
they can't burn the light.
So the most distant way in the world
is not the burning stars.
it is after the light
they can't be seen from afar.
So the most distant way in the world
is not the light that is fading away.
it is the coincidence of us
is not supposed for the love.
So the most distant way in the world
is the love between the fish and bird.
one is flying at the sky,
the other is looking upon into the sea.
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