These days I had a hard time, wassad, discouraged, frustrated and irritated. The key was that I can't reject them. My friend came from overseas. We were the best friend, but because culture and language are different between us, we have differents on life, make new friend and sex concepts. We both wouldn't like to change self. But also we have many same concepts, who have self thinking, independent and feelings. we both deeply like each other and often quarrel. I've had not good sleep for a long time, about two months. This time he's just been in Linyi only for five days, then next month he will come again. I don't know what this business trip is.Two countries' distance is 10 thousand kilometer away. To can't fell asleep made my eyes look like panda. Have to change, can't keep this cause. I know it is need time. Time could smooth my injured heart.
I am in a good mood, feeling better, because it snowed today? I began to prepare speech, read follow the video. I think I done well.
