Getting rid of something hard ineffectively, is more painful than forgetting.
Therefore, only facing the fact is the door for releasing the feeling of pain.
And then, the question is: what should I do to earn a living?
One of my teachers in college, always stays on the opposite side to my choice of job.
In my own awareness, whether success or not, which is not depends on what she had said, but how hard I would try, and what rides I dare to carry on.
Nonetheless, the progress I have made would strengthen my own capability.
However, my teacher's opinion still stays at that time I graduated.
What I wanted to express is:
No matter what, if you feel like doing it, just do it.
For good things, just to achieve, not to worry about the future.
Best wishes!