Environment is too complex.Sometimes we always don't know what to do Even if we know that we need to do something to face to the change.

Since entered the postgraduate stage,the free time is becoming increasingly scarce and the academic pressures become more and more furious.  Meanwhile I clearly understood that the university life was different from the postgraduate stage.  I should pay more attention to my research subject.   However I am yearning is not the repressed laboratory environment but the extracurricular book and the exercise.

I cannot find a balance between experiments and other knowledge which I prefered.  My cheese was moved,but I don't know what can I do for this.