Today is Saturday and it's a work day.

I am not happy. I am really upset. I am angry. Why did you do it for me? What wrong have I done? It's unfair. It's unreasonable. It's ridiculous. It's unacceptable. I didn't want that. I hope it could have never happened. I don't want that life. It is far from my imagination. Please go away. Forgive me. I really want to beat someone or destroy something. It's too humiliated to me. But what should I do? What could I do? I don't know. It's not like a mathematics problem. It's not like a bug. It's not like a riddle. I have no idea. God, are you kidding me? Are you punishing me, because I never believe in you?

I beg you not to ask me why, please, please, please!