Vocabulary:

simultaneously 同时; rainfall 降雨量; uncanny 奇特; pledge=make a serious decision; hilaeious=extremely funny; achieve=succeed after a lot of effort; concern=worry about a situation

Phrase:

secondary school 中学; live beyond one's means 入不敷出;utterly=something is very great in extent, degree, or amount; pave the way for 奠定基础; be taken 服用药物；long-awaited 期待已久；

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  over the past five months, I have experienced an uncanny process-the long-awaited idea or cause I long for and have tried my best to pursue during the past year has faded. when I was young, I usually pledge to achieve perfect performance in my field, while now that doesn't seem to be a concern for me, if I fail to be utterly perfect. simultaneously, do everything with strong enthusiasm at some point in my life, human nature or my nature is hilarious.
  I was like this when I was in secondary school, this uncertain mood has influenced my life path. Imagine such a scene-usually staying in a situation of living beyond my means, I need to take special medicine to keep me healthy.
  actually the early stage of life pave the way for the latter stage of life