Link Park is a lot of people's childhood, lead singer Chester Bennington (Chester Bennington) passionate cry so many times we find peace in the song, and today, he returned to his place. Perhaps the peace of grief, perhaps sad, but this not his escape.Chester friends said, Chester once said to Dutch act the idea, because of abuse in childhood, resulting in his life in the repeated nightmares, only with alcohol and drug abuse treatment

    In his childhood, because wearing glasses and more than the others forehead, has been the object, bullying friends even after scanty, because the accident left Chester, childhood without friendship, but because the 11 year old divorced parents, father is a policeman, often not at home, for him, the only family is lost.A lonely childhood with no friends, no family, no dependence, no sense of security, eager to care, afraid to lose, and these solitude makes more pain.Chester because you have no friends, try to contact some older than his friend, but that is the case, the nightmare of life swept. Since he was 7 years old, began to abuse, in addition to beat him constantly, also suffered from an adult male sexual assault, for 6 years, until 13 years before liberation.For 6 years, no one knows his pain, because he was afraid, he did not dare to say, he is worried about the scanty feelings because he is gay and away from the suspect, he is afraid of you feel lying implement more frenzied bullying on him. Finally he was able to escape, but also because of his sexual men died not only to continue.Everything is not what he chooses, but all being put on them. Can't imagine, for a child means much pain. His loneliness, his tolerance, his thought only through voice catharsis, at that time, every day he would practise singing until the lung and have a sore throat so far.Chester's unique voice is not the gift of life, but the pain of record.Known to be as early as possible, Chester served as the lead singer of 17 years old, 23 years old to join Link Park, 24 years old the first album sales worldwide in fifteen million, was the album sales champion, his success instantly detonated the world.He has a wife, a friend, the huge world is no longer alone, wherever there is joy, but after the cheering is greater still.Since childhood, Chester over the years has been to the idea of suicide, can only rely on drugs and alcohol paralysis sober life. All the world suffering, if not experienced, others will never feel. No one will really understand him, and be alone, in July 20th day waved farewell to life there is a coincidence, affectionate.In July 20th, Chester is the best friend Chris Connell (Chris Cornell) and Cornell's birth. In May 17th of this year. Dutch act is hanged in May this year, Link Park launched a new album "a gleam of light (One More Light) >, Chester had to pay tribute to Cornell. songThe same way, the coincidence of time affectionate Memorial. There was no official explanation, but I want to believe it, at least, he has such a precious friend, had a bunch of bright light in his lonely life, although not in the dawn, but he also went to follow where the heart is.Last night, Link Park's new song "(Talking To Myself) >MV automatic speaking just released, the lyrics describe Chester in the past because of rapid fame, alcoholism, drug abuse and quick time. One of the lyrics:" didn't you hear me calling you home?"Yes, he was home, heart Mu Changfeng, everlasting peace.

                                  2017.7.22

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