Lately I've in a bad sleep. This just doesn't make any sense. I've worked hard and striven hard, yet I still feel that there's something within my heart that has been lost. Sometimes I think about you. Should I never meet you, I would never generate the idea of being accompanied. However, my dream of two-person's life finally  collapsed with your leaving. Actually, I don't realize it. I just felt proud that I could do without you. Slowly I discover that when it comes to marriage, or something related to it, I could do with anyone that could fit in my life, but it  turns out none. Actually I don't like you anymore, nor do I want to seek your preference. I know we've changed. But sometimes we so are connected to each other in some feelings. I understand you deep in my bone. This feeling is so real. I've never feel in the same way with any other person.