在去厦门的车上随机播放着音乐，然后就出现了Dido的这首《Paris》，绕着圈的旋律，柔软微温的音色，安静的伤感着。
不是太清楚这首歌要说什么，似乎是某个凭空消失的男人，和一个失落独自旅行的女人。也或者是一个一直在寻找爱情，寻找人生答案的女人，路过一个本以为是归宿的男人。她于这座城，不是归人，只是过客。
顺着Dido的歌声乘火车，喝咖啡。走在压着乌云的路上，海水扑过来又跑走，姑娘和草木一起疯狂甩着头发，不知所云。边走边掉颜色。
哗哗哗。
“在能爱的时候懂得珍惜，不能爱的时候懂得放手。”
谈何容易。
因为不知道什么时候算是开始爱了，
又不知道什么时候就那样放手了。
我和他最终走到了分手的地步。不知得为什么，这几天脑子里盘旋着一直是这件事。明明已过去了半年。他并没有做错什么，而我却想分。这才是事情最糟糕的地方。
简单来说，我只是不喜欢。
所以他做得所有事，对我的所有好，都让我惶恐。买礼物送我，打印照片，用我的名字作密码，甚至还注册了一个两个人的域名……
本都应该是些感动的事，但我却突然涌出——如果分了，要消除这些痕迹是多麻烦的一件事——这样的念头。嗯，所以是我出了问题。
可能过两年我会后悔，会特别寂寞吧。会觉得这辈子都不可能再遇到这么好的一个人了……但我不想让现在的自己烦闷了。不想在烦闷和纠结中期待可能会出现的一丝丝好感。
Coming back from Paris on the train
I really didn't care if the journey took all day
Trying to turn the pages of my magazine
While trying to keep ahold of your hand
And ordering a coffee that I wouldn't ever drink
Just to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
Just to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
I didn't know it would be the last time
The last time I saw you..
At Waterloo we went our seperate ways
When I got in my cab I didn't turn and wave
Didn't go to work, just went to bed
Trying to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
Trying to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
I didn't know it would be the last time
The last time I saw you..
Phoned your office this afternoon
They said they hadn't heard anything from you
It's been seven days without a word
I have to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
I have to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
I didn't know it would be the last time
The last time I saw you..
Going back to Paris on the train
Raining and without you it's not the same
I have to do this journey one more time
Just to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
Just to keep you and Paris on my mind (x2)
I didn't know it would be the last time
The last time I saw you.. (x4)
哗哗哗
去吃饭，去图书馆，去晒太阳。眼睛里掉落的只是凶猛的阳光。
Going back to Paris on the train. Raining and without you.
