5.2/NIGHT WITHOUT MAKING WISH

I don't konw whether I'll have time to write such things like this ,because I might be too busy trying to participate .So if this does end up being the last letter ,I just want you to konw that how much you meant to me .Even if those passed-topics were great ,they seem to be not existed anymore ,and the memories of those wonderful night are tearing apart by fresh things .Maybe "timing is everything ".Maybe "I just don't love you anymore ".Maybe "I konw you will never leave me ".Maybe "I'm tired ".I konw that someday I will say all these things don't happen and I will forget what it is like to be sixteen when I turn seventeen ,oh ,not far .I konw these will all be stories someday and our pictures will become old photographs ,but right now these moments are not stories ,This is happening .I'm here ,I'm alive .Both of us should konw the truly meaning of "What's past is past ".This one moment when I konw I'm not a sad story .When I see raindrops I think of you .oh ,sixty drops caught your breath ,right ?Never regret for being an emotional person .Everything that makes me think of you like a dumb dumb .Do I have to keep proving myself ?I won't speak until you speak .I'll wait as long as it takes .But at the same time ,I deeply konw that nothing will be infinity .