讲述给乌克兰友人的故事，所以是英文。

I was in the middle of darkness, keep walking for a long time, deep in the dark.

There was nothing down there, but me.

Then I started to feel scared, I was shaking, it was cold wown there.

I thought my life ould be in the end.

Then I realized, no, today is not the day.

I found a way out.

The main reason was “I’m too scared”.

So I had no choise, be positive, or keep walking in the dark to the hell.

Think back to that time, I wrote so many articles, there’s full of sad in my heart.

Maybe I’ve had some psychological problems at the tiime.

Phoenix will reborn in the fire.

When you are in a desperate situation, there’s always a way to reborn.

And I’m lucky, I found the only way out.

After all this, I didn’t relax or feel sad like the others, but to keep learning.

Keep thinking back those terrifying things, to learn, to grow up.

To keep me away from those darkness anymore.

That’s end of the story.

Somany people told me that I treat myself too hard, I was too tired, it’s unnecessary.

But I know I have to do this, keep thinking, keep learning, even it’s cruel to me.

Because I know the view down there in the dark, and I won’t go back there.

Something in the darkness, keep pull me back.

So I have to keep struggling, by being strong and positive.

I’ve been there, I’m afraid of darkness, just like John said.

In my words, remembering the darkness is the only way get me away from the hell.

21.11.30