Hey mom. I am crying again,and i don't know why. From the bottom of my heart I feel very very sad. I can't stop crying. I am so thirtyish to tell you all of my life which were happening at that moment. However, i can't do it, en …i want to tell you everything about my life, in the fact all of the words what i want to say are puring my stomach and i miss you. I very very miss you. I don't know where i would be if you weren't ever appear to me. Do you know ?I am so alone even if all the people around me.