昨天晚上在Y君家开会。J君给我们做Presentation， 从头到尾就像是给A小姐一个人做的 （有video为证）。后来喝了酒，感觉好很多。
记得J君有问过如果和他说英语的朋友相处我会不会觉得awkward? 我想，其实他不是怕我觉得awkward，而是他怕他觉得awkward。
I am thinking about breaking up with him at least twice a day. And the funny thing is that I don't think we've been officially together.
刚才在video里看了一下自己，感觉好憔悴/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
Don't know how long I can bear this any more.
