Had a date with a cool guy the afternoon. A married decoration designer. It was so boring that I thought I need something to cheer me up, but it only turned out to be another boring date.
It is over one year since we last met. His appearance was supposed to be my type. Tall and tidy, strong muscle built and well dressed, even with a little makeup. He asked me why I didn't text any more after that, and if I would like to date(f) him again when he was about to cum. Actually, I just don't like to talk.
I tend to be cautious as possible as I can. After a few relationships which each of them ended up to be a sad story, that all the feeling I had crushes on the guys eventually fade out. It seems I start losing feelings towards the various kind of complicated relationship and won't get attracted easily.
Just wish all boys having a bright future and the body stays smooth and soft as I touched yesterday.
Have a every good night.
