The year of 2019 is really tough. To be honest, I even don't like it.
During this year,
many nice people have left us for different causes -- disasters, illnesses, man-made reasons and so on. Perhaps, all of these are self arranged in the dark, which is maybe the fixed number.
It's hard to avoid bad mood affected by someone or something around us.
In 2019, it seems bad news comes one after another. All I can do is to try to make every day different from the previous one in various ways, and make this year different from last year and today.
In 2019, I achieved my new year's resolutions --I care for my stomach well, read more books, gain many new skills, explore more places and find a better me, but I'm still unhappy.
The hard part always seems to last forever.
Godfrey,deep down in my heart,I hope you are doing alright.I just don’t know what to say ,maybe I’ll pray.
I’ve made it this far on my own ,but lately that shit ain’t been getting me higher.
I lift up my head and the world is on fire.
In 2020, I hope I can receive more happiness as well as become even better!
Cassie
2019.12.31
