I resemble as a walking corpse, drifting like a dandelion flying with the wind in the air. I am not a captive bird without freedom. Instead, my mind can go wild everywhere. All of the converging streams will eventually merge into the sea. And where should I go now? I am completely baffled by this problem occasionally.
It is high time that I should amend myself and abandon to lead a corrupt life any longer. What I should prepare now is how to contend to excel myself. Should I struggle harder so as to confirm to my parents’ wishes? Should I let go myself so as to better shape myself for the future career? Should I emphasis too much significance on the individualism or the teamwork spirits? If so, what can I do to reckon with it?
To start with, it is compulsory for me to contemplate the proposal of deeming highly of the career planning. I should choose what I will do in the near future. Yesterday one of the due graduate students told me how to make a full preparation for it. I declare I would follow some of his advice. I should not only develop my strength, but make all the necessities needed for my prospect. I should learn how to make a resume before hunting a job. I should demonstrate my quality and profession better before job interview. And so I do it.
After setting up a goal, I should be determined enough to pursue for it. We merely don’t hope that crumble to dust, right? Just as the saying goes，“ Living without an aim is like sailing without a compass”, consequently, it is highly advocated that we should step forward with those goals with firm determination. I couldn’t conceive of myself as a child which was born yesterday. I could not rely on my parents as usual any more. All I should to is pack up the luggage and go on my own.
There are so many obstacles and difficulties in our life. Let’s summon up our courage to face it with smile! We surly believe we can !
本文写于2012.11
