I didn’t write my diaries this two days because I had double eyelid surgery on the 6th. My eyes were so swelling that I can’t see very clearly, but it’s better now. I still can remember the afternoon that I laid on the operating table, with my hand was sweating and trembling under the quilt. A bit exaggeration, don’t be scared by me. But I did feel pain in some process, like receiving an anesthetic or removing cellulite, and I screamed, so my eyes causing more swelling than others.
I’m caring about my both PTE exam and eyes. I wish I’ll have beautiful eyes which I want, after all I use my courage and money, and I took a risk that my parents don’t know anything.(If they know that I did a double eyelid surgery they’ll kill me!) Because of this surgery, I had to take some times off which lead to that I couldn’t use computer or phone in long time,so I was lack of time for learning PTE which the exam is in 10th May. Maybe I could listen to some music or some books, but they can’t help a lot. I have listened《Gone with the Wind》and a part of《Journey to the West》, My favourite book in foreign is《Gone with the wind》, I could understand most of the content, which made me very happy. I’m learning simple English songs sometimes, that I hope it could improve my English sense. And I think maybe I have some improvement, cause I spoke to my foreign English teacher tonight I fell a litter easier, comparing with before.
That’s all. Oh, I remember a sad thing that I was refused by University of Leeds. It made me felt scare cause this university is lower ranking in my application. If it refused me, then the other……I’m afraid to keep thinking.
Ok, said enough. Good night, every one!
