Loneliness and Misery, Short-term or Prolonged ?

What I picture is that a lonely girl walks along the dark gallery without light and companion. She is unable to know what evil is waiting for her and whether little sparkle will suddenly show up. She knows nothing.

            Actually, she is me. I'm in a situation like that.

            Now, I am walking alone in the way of chasing a big goal. I spend my time wasted on doing something meaningfulless before in doing more practice, while others are still dreaming at dawn. After konwing my little secret, they are teasing me, as if they wanted to witness I would lose my face one day.

        Now, I am wandering alone in the tough trip of love, aimlessly. What makes me feel miserable is your coward reaction and my pretended ignorance of you. What you said is absolutely correct: we are born to suffer. Both of us are victims of lies and love, and slavers of loneliness.

            Two metaphors above indicate two different situations. They are my misery, my devil, and my treasures. Anyways, don't forget the most beautiful metaphor is the light dazzling our eyes at the end of the dark long gallery. The loneliness and misery of us will terminate finally.