不出意外，又过了一个平淡的五一长假。3号去李慧家吃了饭，问候了一下她父母。另外就是今天参加了夏珂的婚礼。这是真正意义上一起长大的同学的婚礼，幼儿园就认识夏珂，一直到本科都是一个系。之前还在抱怨自己孤僻，现在又雪上加霜的看到同学告别单身。不知道是个什么心情，一方面觉得羡慕（也不知道羡慕什么，是人家明确的未来？更多的还是对未知的前程感到担忧吧！），一方面又觉得遥远：总觉得还是刚刚高中毕业那会、那么无知还是成天无所事事。
夏珂的婚礼是个前奏，接下来刘姝、周晶、武静、宋小思也马上要步入婚姻。原来今天的没女就是阿毛、晶晶亭亭我们了？！很多时候觉得不甘心，反复给自己做心理建设。人家结婚我也非要去结婚吗？如果她的老公给我我难道会要吗？实在要说条件高就高吧，反正自己说不高也没人相信！想要平凡，最好特别平凡Ort~~~没有理想的人是不是特别不容易满足？虽然和别人比较没营养也没意思！以后学习水性杨花招蜂引蝶烟世媚行骑驴找马，早日圆个“早婚”的梦想
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化妆舞会(this
masquerade)BY卡朋特(carpenters)
are we really happy with
this lonely game we play
looking for the right words to say
searching but not finding
understanding anyway
we're lost in this masquerade
both afraid to say we're just too far away
from being close together from the start
we tried to talk it over
but the words got in the way
we're lost inside this lonely game we play
thoughts of leaving disappear
each time i see your eyes
and no matter how hard i try
to understand the reason
why we carry on this way
and we're lost in this masquerade
we tried to talk it over
but the words got in the way
we're lost inside this lonely game we play
and we're lost in this masquerade
