Sometimes，I struggle to be heard, but no one can ever hear me.
Because I am an actor, who pretend to be happy, and everything is OK with me. In fact, my soul is so lonely, so lonely that even I can't understand him. He's a stubborn guy, and what he wanna do is contradictory. He closes the door but he really wants someone to come in.
He has to admit one thing that he obey her tender.
A simple encouragement can cheer him up.
A happy smile can make him warm. Even he don't believe someone truly love him, he' s scared that she will leave him one day. However, he choose to believe her, deceiving himself--the other half soul.
