I am not sure why I am here, not sure whether I am happy or sad to think of this place. Maybe I always write the unhappy things here.
Yesterday, my husband was a little upset due to his job. and I was the same feeling with him as well even though my boss said he will increase my salary.
There are a lot of things that I DO NOT understand,like why am I who have no mummy, why am I whose father-in law has a cancer.
I just want to live in peace. Both my husband and I have a job, to bring my two boys up peacefully, to care for the old.
It becomes just a wishness and extravagant hope. How sad feelings we are now.
But It seems to going to be my habit. I have no any feel about the bad things, because I have been through too much.
but what I am afraid of is my family that they do not have the same confidence as me.
Just now I checked my salary received yesterday. What a pity! I do never think that is so so so ..
I am defeated by the reality. What I can do now. Maybe change my attitude to continue the hard work.
awaitting a good luck.
