It’s my first day to write down my thoughts and record them on an application named “SuJi”.I just want to practice my English and improve myself because I have no foreign friend to communicate with.I hope I could talk to the local English speaker in my future. I desire to hug a bigger world and experience more.
As time goes by,I have remembered many English words,but I didn’t use them in my daily life. I am really bored about my dull vacation. I quit my work 6 months ago and earned no money in the period.To be honest, I am very anxious about my following life.As a emergency doctor, I will receive the standardized training in HuaShan Hospital,an affiliated hospital of FuDan university.My last occupation was a pre-hospital physician in Shanghai Medical Emergency Center. I was bewildered by the limitations of my last profession because what I can do in my ambulance is limited, I don’t know how the illness will develop and whether the patient will pull through or not.That make me afraid to administer some drugs to the patient ,my focus will put on the transportation from sufferer ‘s home to the hospital.That make me depressed. I will suspect myself that if I have try my best to save the patient,how much I have mastered in my first aid skills and knowledges.All these racked me in both professional level and ethical level.So I decide to learn the whole process of curing a kind of disease in the hospital,maybe I will get the inner peace then.
