Chill out, don't be anxious, don't connect with unnecessary things, don't explain. Just stay quiet like this and you'll get what you're waiting for. If you feel tired, take a break for a while. Do what you like, see the scenery you love, and collect the beautiful views and surprises along the way.
Sometimes, being in a rush makes you exhausted. Why not slow down and enjoy life at a leisurely pace? I really dig your choices. You don't have to do what others think you should do just to fit in. Instead, you can make the choices you think are right.
Since you cut your hair short and faced those mean comments, you've become much stronger and you're not scared anymore. 'Cause you've learned to be true to your own heart, not live up to others' expectations. I love how you are now, and I'm loving it more and more.
