There's not a day goes by I don't feel regret. Not because I'm in here, or because you think I should. I look back on the way I was then. A young stupid kid who committed that terrible crime. I want to talk to him. I want to try and talk some sense to him, tell him the way things are. But I can't. That kid's long gone and this old man is all that's left. I got to live with that. Rehabilitated? It's just bullshit word. So you go on and stamp you form and stop wasting my time. Because to tell you the truth, sunny, I don't give a shit.
--the Shawshank Redemption
I copied those words from internet. But some of them don't feel right. At least he missed sunny.
Those are impressive words. And I can imagine how he feels. After forty year live in prison, he really changed, and knows the world better.
Things are always like this. When you finally get a clue, you have already gone pass through. The more you care, the harder you get.
