从今年七下期末学期，我接触到了《汉密尔顿》这部音乐剧。到现在已经有5个月之余，我所感所想真的是说来话长......
本来我个人就对戏剧、音乐剧非常着迷，又遇见了汉密尔顿这么一部其中所有歌都朗朗上口的音乐剧，真的是如饥饿的人扑在面包上。整个期末暑假以及学期初我都沉浸在这部音乐剧里，每天口中、心中都会不由自主地唱起任意的46首歌。我，中毒了。虽然在演出安排上，我们只演出第一幕，只有23首歌，但是也足够我去推敲。闲暇时我还可以把其他歌都唱下来。
到了排练环节。这次我不想演一个戏份比较大的配角，但是无奈，经过了很大的努力也没有竞选上。虽然有小角色在那里摆着让我去取，但是我不甘心，因为前三部音乐剧我演的都是配角。所以“不知好歹”的我竟然鼓起了勇气竞选主角，最后居然还竞选上了！其实我本来没有任何机会，因为我的票数很少。但是，由于老师的鼓励，以及其他同学的良心发现，我成功地当上了主角，并且拿到了戏份比较重的一部分！
我对自己很有信心，但是无奈，我的口才还不是很好。那我唱歌时总是咬字不清，很容易抢拍，自己变快。你是在最开始的三首歌只好给了Annie，也就是“另一位”主角。但是我的戏份也往后多延了些。当然我不能只顾自己，还得顾及大局。其实这样让我可以腾出更多时间去练习，也可以让我挑战我以前从没有演过的类型，就是关于婚礼、感情的戏份。很显然就是一个对我很大的挑战，但我觉得只要我在演戏，我就是Alexander，不是董师魁。所以说我应该沉浸在其中而不应该为自己的脸面而尴尬。
今天是11月14日，距离演出还有五天，孩子虽然已经熟练，但是还得继续努力，精益求精，毕竟修道之路永无止境。而且得尽量保证台上尴尬的现场出现，以及注意我的神情和走位。其实就是帮助大家去完成，进行完整的演练和熟悉，当然还有解决问题的能力。因为摆在我面前都不仅是挑战，而是对自己、团体飞跃性的成长。关乎人生与道路！
Thank you,and enjoy my show！
番外：汉密尔顿传记
Alexander Hamilton was born in West Indies beside the Caribbean.His mother named Rachel and she met James Hamilton when she was on trip.So her Original husband was mad and took all the heritage away when Rachel died because of the Yellow fever.So Alexander and his brother went to the cousin but the cousins committed suicide.After they trading center to work and became good friends with Steven family.After he wrote a refrain to his father to testament to his pain,everyone was surprised of his ability,so they encouraged Hamilton to study and learn.After he went to New York to attend the college.And he published articles to defend the rights of colony.and the Son of Liberty......(我不知道发生什么了）And he became right hand man of GW.....（我又不知道发生什么了）..They he met his future wife Elizabeth Schuyler in the ball.After the loving each other,they got married in 1780.And he fought in the war till the nation was settled.AH get a lot of experience from it.After the the war he practice the law.He use six hours to convince the congress man and he wrote Federalist papers to defend the new US constitution.Because it was the only way to let Central government strong and establish relationships with British.The states need to United together to pay the debt and work together.After he has been the first Secretary of treasury Department.He made national bank for compromise with southerners.but the thing that he run away with Mrs Reynolds and the thing he scolds President John Adams and other person made his reputation down.But he lived happily with his family since he was retired in 1795.Eliza give birth for another 3 children(another 5was born before!).But he prevent the way that Arron Burr want to get interest through Unreasonable mean.And he didn’t allow him to campaign for states Governor.So AB had a duel with AH in 1804.But AH was a Christianity,so he rise his pistol to the sky and shoot out,but AB wasn’t confuse......At last Hamilton died in the duel with Vice President Arron Burr.So many people join the funeral.But Eliza and AH’s daughter and sons has broken their heart......
His legacy is the banking-system for America.Lots of people discovered that it was Hamilton’s credit made the America strong.And his wife Elizabeth creat the first orphanage in the world.
From his His story I can learn conduct and attitude when he face the difficulties and dreams.His “non-stop”spirit caught deeply inside my heart. “When you got skin in the game You stay in the game”,this moved me.no matter what Hamilton was a truly heart for the country and people, When want to do something successful,you need to face the trouble and do some compromise,even it is dangerous.Because it doesn't matter,the matter is how you deal with it!
