The meaning to QingCheng Mount I thought original is going out with her on the way deepening our understanding of each other and getting sense of her mind.At last,I made good friend with other people who hung out wiht me fortunately but finding out she didn't have feeling on me unfortunately.
Since the summer vacation,I have been thought she was the one that I felt comfortable enough to open up to.But on the way,I could see that she was not very friendly with me.For each time I started a topic that I wanna extend it to the thing I care about,she didn't response to it instead she was working on her phone or kept going and wasn't keen on communication.I was deeply frustrated and felt there is no one understand and support me like this.And even more, I feel I did something that she hated explicitly.I shouldn't try to explain it and hide my true intention.I failed to support her and I was really really sorry.
I really really wanna go to the nature with her to experience the humanity and conscience to communicate with other's world view and value view.But she seemed didn't want to,which is critical part that I was suffering from.Although I know that her willing doesn't belong to my subject,I can't help missing her.I immerse myself in psychology,philosophy,physical exercise to get redemption.But these don't work well.I guess time will heal everything,letting it go.
Now I realize that my Mrs.Right is the person who has the similar ideal,we may have different characteristic ,different career,but we have the same conscience ,understand other each,what she want ,what she insist , what value does she priorize.
