star queen pretence
when the queen was a little girl she often stared at the sky and wondered what those shining objects hanging there they were so bright and real that the young queen felt obsessed and absorbed into what were like a supermassive black hole. She jumped and swayed her short tiny arm trying to catch those twinkling slippery friends only to find her hands empty with air. Why you are all avoiding me my friends? Her earthly friend , who was a little boy the same age as the queen, sometimes accompaning the queen and hearing her saying so, murmuring to her ear:"they are not avoiding you I think, they are just too far away from where we are and the light they give out is from their shadows. And shadows are not real. " the young queen could not make it out yet she had to accept the reality that obviously she and her bright friends were not sharing the same time and space. As she grew up the queen had more and more chance to get to the truth that her remote friends were gagantic stellars whose fate were born to burn until the end. You are my muses my friends, the queen now stares at the sky and ponders, and I will become you tracing the same obit.
