我们每一个人都会走出一条自己生命的路，那么我的生命的路，我就希望能够站在舞台上真实地为大家歌唱，今天看到那么多大学生，也让我会想到十几年前，像你们一样的年龄，我刚刚在中国音乐学院读书。

Every one of us will embark on a life of its own way, so my life road, I hope to be able to stand on the stage of true for everyone to sing, today to see that many college students, let me also think of more than ten years ago, as you age, I was studying at the China Conservatory of Music.

大学毕业的时候我找到了一份很好的工作，当时我是在中央民族乐团唱歌，然后2000年，就是我工作了一年以后，我就得到了中央电视台青年歌手电视大奖赛民族唱法的银奖。按照这样的路往下走，应该说我的唱歌的梦想应该是很顺利的，可是那个时候我却开始迷失自己。因为我演出开始越来越多，我唱了很多的歌，但是那些歌都是导演给我安排的，我慢慢地觉得自己越来越像一个木偶，很盲目，只是每天在唱歌，在赚钱。我记得有一次，我到一个城市去唱歌，我记得当时音乐起来，我穿着这么高的高跟鞋，很漂亮的长裙子，浓浓的妆，拿着麦克徐徐地走上舞台，看到了上万的观众，然后该我唱的时候，我记不得歌词，因为那是前一天就录的歌，是一首新歌。然后当时我就是这样开始，一二三四，二二三四，动作还特别美，三二三四，你们笑吗，你们觉得好笑吗，但是我当时看见上万的观众，他们真诚的眼睛，每一对眼睛就像一把剑，深深地刺穿我的心。我觉得我自己如果再这样唱下去的话我就会变成一个躯壳，一个毫无灵魂的人，我觉得我在欺骗观众，也在欺骗自己，就那一刻开始，我开始在反复地思考，我最初的梦想是什么?我为什么要唱歌?

When I graduated from university I found a very good job, when I was singing at the Central Nationalities Orchestra in 2000, and then, after that I worked for one year, I got the CCTV young singer TV Grand Prix singing the national silver award. In this way down, it should be said that my dream of singing should be very smooth, but at that time I began to lose yourself. As I began to perform more and more, I sang a lot of songs, but the songs are the director arranged for me, I slowly feel more and more like a puppet, a blind, but every day in the singing, in the money. I remember once, I went to a city to sing, I remember the music, I'm wearing high heels, a beautiful long skirt, thick makeup, with Mike walking slowly on the stage, saw thousands of audience, then when I sing, I can't remember the lyrics that is, because the day before he recorded the song, is a new song. And then I started that way, one two three four, two two three four, three two three four, action is very beautiful, you laugh, you think it's funny, but I saw thousands of audience, their sincere eyes, every pair of eyes like a sword, piercing my heart deeply. I feel if this sing the words I will become a body without soul, a person, I think I cheat the audience, also cheat yourself, just that moment, I began to think in repeatedly, what is my dream? Why should I sing?

我的家乡在贵州贵阳，那里有很多少数民族的歌曲，所以在我很小的时候，我就有一个梦想，我长大了要当一名歌唱家，而且一定要唱很有特色的中国歌曲，后来我考上了中国音乐学院附中。就在我十七岁的时候，我记得第一个星期上课，那时候老师就说，来，龚琳娜，你念这段台词。让我一念，真冷真冷，猛地一阵冷风，人人都说冷。当时全班的同学就像你们一样，大笑。但是我心里很难过，所以我决定我要好好地学，我要加倍地努力，然后那时候在学校，我每天早上五点钟就会起床，五点半就一定坐在教室里面，认认真真地，一个字一个字地，真冷，冷冰冰猛地一阵冷风，更冷。

My hometown in Guizhou Guiyang, there are many ethnic songs,So when I was young, I had a dream, when I grow up to a singer, but must sing very distinctive China songs, then I entered China Conservatory of Music attached middle school. When I was seventeen years old, I remember the first week of class, the teacher said, come, Gong Linna, you read this section lines. Let me read, it's cold so cold, suddenly a gust of wind, everyone said the cold. When the class the students like you, laugh. But I felt very sad, so I decided I'm going to learn, I will redouble our efforts, and when at school, I get up at five thirty every day at five o'clock in the morning, we sat in the classroom, seriously, a word for word, really cold, cold, suddenly a burst of cold wind, colder.

我太珍惜这个学习机会了，我太喜欢音乐了，那么我就在反复地想，唱歌的目的到底是为了什么，不是出名，不是金钱，是为了我热爱的舞台，是为了我能够唱出自己的声音，但是我怎么样才可以找到自己的声音，怎么样才可以拥有自己的舞台呢?我要去找，我就开始去听所有的音乐会，就在我寻找的这个过程中，那个时候是2002年，在一场音乐会里，他在台上弹琴，弹着德国的巴伐利亚琴，唱着他自己写的歌，边弹边唱，他的名字叫老锣，他听说我是唱歌的，他当时就说，哪天我们一起去玩音乐吧，他说的是玩音乐。我记得第一次我们在一起，在一个安静的房间，我记得当时我第一句唱出来的时候，他就开始用他的琴声慢慢地弹，当我的声音唱到一定的时候，我不知道怎么往下接的时候，他的琴声就带着我，我就听着他琴的声音，我就开始即兴，就是想唱什么唱什么，想唱什么歌词就唱什么歌词，我再也不用考虑我是在为别人唱歌。他对我说了一句话，他说你是一个特别好的歌手，你应该坚持走自己的路，你要不要跟我一起做乐队，我们去探索一条新音乐的路，他当时就邀请我。我会不会有未来，我会不会成功，我们做的音乐有没有观众，我都不知道，但是那个时候，我知道一点就是我不要的是什么，我不要的是假唱，假唱伤害我的心，所以我就拉着他的手说，我愿意跟你一起走下去。其实当我决定和老锣拉着手走这个方向的时候，也有很多很多的困难。我记得第一次我们在德国演出，真的可以说很紧张很忐忑，那天演完的时候，观众的掌声还可以，但是我和老锣回到家以后，他就收到一封信，是他最好的朋友，也是一个很好的音乐家写来的一封信，说我真的很受不了琳娜的演唱和表演，有点恶心。他当时这样说的时候，我就感觉到在我的表演里面有做作的成分，我过去的那些跟音乐无关的动作和表情，让他感觉到受不了，我就决定我要丢掉所有的这些跟音乐没有关的动作，包括我的虚荣心。

I really cherish this opportunity to learn, I like music, so I just think that repeatedly, singing to the end is for what, not famous, not money, is to love the stage, so that I can sing their own voice, but how I can find their own voice, how to just can have their own stage? I want to go, I began to listen to all of the concert, in this process I find, that time is in 2002, at a concert, he played the piano on the stage, playing a German Bavarian piano, singing his own songs, singing, his name is Jiao Lao Gong, he heard I was singing, he said at the time, the day we play together, the music, he was playing music. I remember the first time we together, in a quiet room, I remember when I first sentence sing out at that time, he began to play slowly with his music, and when my voice sings in a certain time, I don't know how down then, his music with me, I will listen his chin's voice, I started improvising, just want to sing sing what what what, want to sing the lyrics to sing what song, I don't even think about me for someone else to sing. He spoke to me, he says you are a great singer, you should insist on its own way, would you like to come with me to the band, we are going to explore a new road of music, he was invited me. I will not have the future, I will be successful, we do music has no audience, I don't know, but at that time, I know a little what is I don't, I don't is lip synching lip synching, hurt my heart, so I took his hand and said, I want to tell you go together. In fact, when I decided to and old Gong hands going in this direction, there are many difficulties. I remember the first time we play here in Germany, really very nervous very perturbed, when the day was over, the applause of the audience can return home, but I and the old Gong, he received a letter, is his best friend, also a good musician, write a letter to the said, I really can't stand her singing and acting, a little nausea. When he had said this, I feel artificial ingredients in my show, my past those with music related movements and expressions, let him feel to can not stand, I decided I should lose no movements with the music of all of these, including my vanity.

正好我生了第一个小孩，然后我和老锣就租了一个房子，那房子在巴伐利亚森林一个小山坡上。我原来练歌，我在北京的家是八楼，然后我只要在楼上一唱高音，楼下老太太就来敲门，你一唱高音我的心脏病就发，所以我在楼房里特别不敢唱歌。当我搬到德国，看到一个小山坡，哇，这么漂亮的大森林，我太兴奋了，我记得那天我拿一个带子缠着我三个月大的小孩在这里，然后我走到山坡上，我就这样把它喊出来，当我这样喊出来，唱得正尽兴的时候，很大的声音从远处咚咚咚跑来，我一看，十几匹马，全部，有白色的，棕色的，黑色的，咚咚咚咚就朝我跑过来。当时吓死我了，因为我还抱着一个小孩，我不知道我是跑还是站在那儿，它们非常迅速，四面八方，然后它们围了我一圈，把我一个人围到中间，离得特别近，我站这，它就在这。然后我当时在发抖，我不知道马会对我怎么样，我也从来没有这样近距离地接触过动物，然后有一匹马白色的马，它用它的鼻子和脸，它轻轻地这样就是抚摸我这里，特别温柔，然后当时所有的马不约而同地抚摸了我一下，它们也就分散走开了。那分钟让我感觉到唱歌不光是为了表演，也不是就为了舞台下的观众，好像也是为了天地，为了所有的生命。如果歌声能让每一个生命都能更快乐，让他们更有这种生命力，我就觉得很幸福。我和老锣在欧洲的几年间，我们做了很多的音乐会，我每一个歌的安排就得特别到位，有的歌我得非常温柔，我会听到台下的观众说，太美了。当唱完这个以后，我突然又唱一首，小表妹爱唱歌，唱得红花满山坡，哎咯，歌儿唱进我心窝，小表妹说她面皮薄。观众每一次都会很激动，然后很好奇地问我。“哇，你小小的身体怎么发出这么多不同的声音。”我就教所有的观众一起喊：“一，二”教他们怎么喊嗓，全部西方的观众跟着我一起喊那个声音，那分钟我就觉得我好自豪，我做一个中国的歌者，真的很好，我要坚持这条路走下去。

I just gave birth to the first child, and then I and old gongs and rented a house, the house in the Bavarian Forest on a hillside. I was singing, my home in Beijing is on the eighth floor, and then I just sing soprano upstairs downstairs, the old lady came knocking at the door, you sing the treble my heart disease on the hair, so I dare not sing in the building of special. When I moved to Germany, see a small hill forest, wow, so beautiful, I'm so excited, I remember the day when I take a strap around my three month old child here, then I walked to the top of the hill, I throw it out, when I shout it out, sing is fun, great sound to run from the distant tinkling, I see, a dozen horses, all, white, brown, black, Dong Dong Dong he came running towards me. At that time, scared to death of me, because I was holding a child, I don't know that I was running or standing there, they very quickly, from all sides, and then they surrounded me a ring, I a person around the middle, from very near, and I stand here, it is in this. Then I was shaking, I do not know the horse will do anything to me, I had never been so close to the animal, then there is a horse of white horse, with its nose and face, it gently so that touch me here, very softly, then all of the 马不约 with touch me, they will disperse away. The minute I feel singing is not only for performance, not just for the next stage of the audience, if it is in order to the world, to all of life. If the song can let every life will be more happy, make them more in this life, I feel very happy. I and old Gong in Europe a few years, we have done a lot of concerts, I every song arrangements have to be particularly in place, some songs I very gentle, I can hear the audience said, too beautiful. When finished this, I suddenly began to sing a song, small cousin love to sing, sing red hillsides, hey, song sing into my heart, small cousin said she thin skinned. The audience every time will be very exciting, and very curious and asked me. "Wow, you little body how to make so many different sounds." I teach all the audience shouted: "one, two" to teach them how to shouting, all western audience follow me to shout the voice, the minute I feel I am proud, I do a China singer, really good, I should stick to this path.

非常幸运，2010年，因为一首《忐忑》让大家认识了我，我又可以回到中国的舞台上给观众们唱歌，太高兴了，我今天想现场教你们唱一下。请大家起立，试一下，就在这儿，这个位置，然后如果你再试一下用鼻音，就在这儿，然后我们来试最后一部分，盯住你前方的一个点，一个方向，高音，走!收。谢谢大家!其实这首歌，你唱完《忐忑》你就不忐忑了，它跟生命的路是一样的，你要经过很多很多，但是这个过程还是很爽，唱歌的过程很爽，生命的过程也很爽，谢谢!

Very lucky, because in 2010, a "font" to let everyone know me, I am once again Chinese stage to the audience to sing, so happy, I want to teach you to sing at the scene today. Please stand up, try, right here, in this position, then if you try again with nasal, right here, and then we test the last part, a point at the front of you, a direction, treble, go! Collect. Thank you! In fact, this song, you sing the "perturbed" don't you fear, it is the same as the way of life, you have to go through a lot, but the process is very cool, very comfortable singing process, the process of life is also very good, thank you!