Honestly speaking, I did not have very special feeling for it when the baby was still in my belly. After his birth, I stared at his little lovely face and little lovely body, he is so cute. He looked so little that we must be careful to hold him or give him a bath. During the month after his birth, he seldom screamed unless he was hungry, instead, he always slept immediately after drinking milk.
When no one disturbes us, looking at him makes me happy at heart despite constant breeding and diapers-changing day and night. However, when there is anyone who disturbs us, my heart is upside down and full of hatred, which may results from my body hormone.
My worries never stop after he was born. I worried if he eats full, sleeps well, relieves himself well, grows well and so on.
My baby eats a lot. Once a hour, once two hours or once three hours. Until he was half a year, he could hold four to five hours after full breeding. I had to get up many times at night. The work was done with pain. Only if he eats well, I am satisfied. He is a good eater, so he grows very well.
I do my utmost to guarantee the enough time he should sleep everyday. I provide him a quiet and comfortable ambiance. Some mothers prefer to go out playing or playing cards for it's really boring staying alone. I do not think so. I can endure this only if my baby can get a sound sleep. So my baby raise a good habit of sleeping. He sleeps at night and seldom wakes up and plays. He sleeps at day, too. Especially the daytime sleep, he may be awaken once being placed on the bed. So sometimes I hold him at my hands in order to let him sleep longer.
During the month after his birth, he relieved himself many times a day. From the second month on, he did it once a day. Later, he did not do it in five days. I was worried. I bred him probiotics.
When he was one year old, he had a serious cold, he had a cough. Once he is ill, he can not have a good sleep. He is not comfortable. We aldults are sad, too. Luckily, he got back to normal for not too long a time. I am happy when he is happy.
Thank you my baby, for the happiness you bring to us, the patience you train us, the love you teach us... everything you bring to us is priceless treasure.
