I am most likely to be single again. The one girl that I have ever loved and wanted to get married to might leave me. I have no clue of how my life is going to pan out after this heart-break...
I am looking for answers that can help me do the 'first-right thing'....
PS:- I can most certainly not go for a rebound nor sleep with anyone..
answer：
Thought I would shy away from this question but ended up writing it. Its past 2 years now, but here it goes.
Cried.
Panicked
Tried to recollect what went wrong.
Cried, cried even more.
Never spoke to anyone. Nope, not even parents.
Lost focus on everything. Took temp break from work.
Left gaming.
Missed her a lot.
Slept for longest time possible.
Drank and drank a lot.
Literally gave up.
Fell unconscious at home at times.
Parents wanted to have a check on me. Called in the doctor.
Went to rehabilitation.
Tried to cope up with reality.
Took some time to understand myself.
Came back home.
Kept myself occupied. Repainted my house, changed every bit of my place because everything had its own memories.
Left everything behind. Changed house.
Slowly got back to normal.
Everything is fine now like nothing happened. Maybe love will happen again.
Note:I have Utmost respect for her and She'l always be the best. I screwed it up.
PS: I hope others don't stop looking at me / stop dating me after looking at this -_-
EDIT: Been getting a lot of messages from the female Quorans. Overwhelmed. Thanks!
pan out：
to work out; turn out; result
clue：
A clue to a problem or mystery is something that helps you to find the answer to it
If you haven't a clue about something, you do not know anything about it or you have no idea what to do about it.
bounce：
When an object such as a ball bounces or when you bounce it, it moves upward from a surface or away from it immediately after hitting it
If sound or light bounces off a surface or is bounced off it, it reaches the surface and is reflected back
When a person or animal springs, they jump upward or forward suddenly or quickly.
spring：
Spring is the season between winter and summer when the weather becomes warmer and plants start to grow again
spring is a spiral（螺旋） of wire which returns to its original shape after it is pressed or pulled.
If something springs in a particular direction, it moves suddenly and quickly
rebound：
If something rebounds from a solid surface, it bounces or springs back from it.
panicked：panic的变形
Panic is a very strong feeling of anxiety or fear that makes you act without thinking carefully
rehabilitation：修复
occupied：
If something occupies you, or if you occupy yourself, your time, or your mind with it, you are busy doing that thing or thinking about it.
Utmost：
If you say that you are doing your utmost todo something, you are emphasizing that you are trying as hard as you can to do it
screwed up：
If you say that someone is screwed up, you mean that they are very confused or worried, or that they have psychological problems
有道的翻译是这样的：
Overwhelmed：
这里是受宠若惊的意思
