Finally, I got what it meant to be a housewife because now I'm officially part of them. I quit my previous job in a global company just because everything is stable, well you might think that stability is a good thing but at least not for me, I always want change and more challenges, I'm thankful of failures that come my way so that I may be clear on what I'm really looking for so I quit that job and became a housewife. So maybe you want to ask how does it feel to work in a global company and then suddenly became a housewife.
No, it's not what I'm looking for, well I admire all the housewives all around the world because it’s not easy-I should prepare three meals a day, do some household chores like cooking, washing, cleaning and wait for my husband to come back from work.
If I go out for groceries, I spend some time comparing some prices in the supermarket, it's not like in the movies that you dress nicely and you still have enough time to do some sports and shop for cosmetics etc. I don't have a child and still I'm busy, can you imagine those who have children? Well, in reality, being a housewife is tough, they have a lot of things to do but the worst thing is getting money from your husband, we all know that a husband should provide for the family but for my case, I feel different.
Do you know that feeling of a beggar? My husband is okay with it but for me, I really feel guilty that I spend money which I did not earn especially on myself, this is the reason why I need to compare every prices and only buy in the supermarket with the lowest price because I feel that at least, if I can't earn money I can save. I'm struggling and started to ask myself. Is this really what I wanted? Is this what I'm looking for? Is this what I expected? Obviously the answer to all of these questions is no and I don't like to stay for a long time in this situation, I need to keep dreaming and keep moving forward. Fighting Jenna!
