When I was a small little girl  ,facing the trouble of growing up,sometimes I would  lie on bed,and weep a while before falling into sleep.I was wondering  why I coudn't do things better,and it seemed that many people around me can do things better than me,and they can get more applause and more affirmative eyes.Even though I  tried my best to do things well,there were more and more things to distract my attention,including the worries of intertational relationships ,sexual confusion,more stress on school work and so on.

Until I get into junior high school,even though I stay confused,I start to take action.My school has a strict rule of regulating students'life,especially for boarding students.Instead of resisting all the rules and the teachers' commands,I choose to build myself,and obey all those rules.

When I work my hardest, I keep a motton in my mind ."Time is like water in a sponge ,if you're willing to squeeze it,there will always be."said by Lu Xun.I keep going to bed on time,and getting up early to go to run,and in my spare time ,I keep reading.I don't  waste every second on the things that I think is meaningless.In the process of taking action,I regain self-control.Thanks to the management of the school,I became autonomic.

I paid more attention to school work ,yet there were more talented students,so it was harder for me to become a top student.However I kept going,I tried my best to focus on the study every second I was studying.At one night,I read about a a passage in One Hundred Years Of Solitude-"The same posture deformed his spine,accurate to millimeter impaired his eyesight,but not the slightest of distraction of concentration gave him the peace of mind."That's how I feel when I pay hundred percent of attention on what I am doing.This inspired me a lot,and I keep focusing,and later in a month test ,I am in fifth place,the gratest grade I've ever got.At last,I enter the high school that I was always dreaming about.

    I am an adult now,and without those experiences,I wouldn't be a qualified and mature adult.Feeling for the stones repeatly and carefully,I finally reach the other shore of the growth.I hope these two qualities will be with me wherever I go.

  Thank you all!

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