When you experience a lot of things you will grow up. Don't expect everything will develop like you think. You also don't need to give up some principles in order to finish tje task. Be relax and please believe everything will past anf they also have ways to resolve it.
What you need to do is to respect te process and lower your expectation for a thing.
I like this feeling it guides me to introspection and adjust my strategies.
Something has its fate don't change it by force.
You can do it better with the growth and trying to believe yourself. Don't neverous easily.