''你是我这一生，想要的美丽女人'' I love a girl, Miss Chen.
       In the past, like most of pople,I regarded live as a way of currupting,breaking family. But now it changes. I am addicted to it, expecting the one  showing up on the internet every day,even every hour. But the one is only one in my heart. I forget the time when I saw her ,but I still remember I viewed all her viedios and micro blogs that day. Untill now,my heart still bits quickly when she comes into my mind、falls into my sight. It can't be doubted that I have fell in love with her.

       I love her cute face and cool expression, which forms a vivid contrast. I love her petite figure,which arousing my urge to conquer.I love her cool temperament, which makes me feel I'm a girl. I love her negative language, which make me feel sad for her. In short, I love her not because of her gender, but all of things about her~

      But her exellence hurts me so much. I began to care about my apperance,my level of knowledge. I has been in a hard time untill now. I want her but I can't match her. Most of her friends are either beatiful or studying abroad .Fuck!

      She said she has been waiting for the right person, which is hopeful for me. I need to change greatly. First, for the knowledge, I need to study hard and read more books. For the art and talent, I need to learn dancing and making videos. For the personality, I need to be gentle elegant and matural.For the physical appearance, I need to lose weight now and make a little facelift in the future,like my nose. For the finance, I need to study hard to make sure I can make much money.

''你是我这一生，想要的美丽女人'' I love you,Miss chen. In the next 3 years, your are the light in my fighting way.