Today is Saturday, but I should not have a break, because there’s a whole day lesson waiting for me. When I decided to study my second degree, I would pay a lot of Saturdays and Sundays, I knew that then I never complained it.

I graduated university in 2004, and I got my bachelor degree. Since then I began to work in different companies, however I still have a dream which is about master degree. I want to get it one day. Due to the busy working period, I almost forgot it, until I noticed a paper last year. It awakened my dream, it reminded me of the master degree. And I realized I should fulfill it, if not I will never get a chance again. I should grab this opportunity. So I took the action, I became a graduate student in Renming university law school.

I should be happy for my decision, because I started to aim my dream. But I find maybe I am wrong. For I awareness that I perhaps will never work in any law areas. It means my jobs will never connect with law. And all my attention is about investment, I want to be independent, I don’t want to work for anyone, I want to be my boss. And I should acquire the investment skills then I can make money from stock markets till I die.

I believe that way is the perfect one to fulfill my final dream— freedom. I want to do anything what I want to do. So now that’s a problem— should I continue to learn law? Or should I give up then transfer to learn more finance knowledge? Of course I am learning finance knowledge at the same time, but should I pay more time and energy on stock?

I am confusing. I know I should aim the goal and attain the greatest achievement. One is my old dream, one is my present dream. Do I throw away one or should I insist on doing two? I am of two minds!