《壁花少年》又名少年自读日记，我最喜欢的电影之一。和查理的日记一样，我在简书写的这些碎碎念，都是孤独的人聊以自慰的渠道。所以对于这个每周一部电影系列的文集，我要以这部电影作为开篇。
Dear Friend,i am writing to you because she said you listen and understand and didn't try to sleep with that person at that party even though you could have.Please don't try to figure out who i am,i don't want you to do that.I just need know that people like you exist.
这部电影是我读大学一年级时候我的好基友“小鬼”推荐给我的。电影里的配乐将我带到一个新的音乐世界。这些音乐陪伴我走过了迷茫的青春。如今好友各奔东西，人生看似分道扬镳，然而我们曾经在此地的年月不会轻易抹去，我们是谁?那寒冷天穹上燃烧的碎冰。
查理很幸运遇见了Sam和Patrick，我很幸运遇到那么多有趣优秀的朋友。时常还能有牵挂的人。
大二那年暑假，我和查理一样，宅在家里，和我说话的人只和妈妈、弟弟。百无聊赖中，看完了壁花少年的原版英文书(密码: adaf)，也是我看完的第一本英文书。
关于这部电影的回忆，只剩几个闪回的画面：
电影结束在隧道，通向了新的生活。
I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters
我以后可能没时间再写信给你
because I might be too busy trying to participate
因为我要积极参与人生
So , if this does end up being the last letter
或许这是我最后一封信
I just want you to know that
我想告诉你
I was in a bad place before I started high school
高中以前我的人生真的很惨
And you helped me
是你帮助了我
Even if you didn't know what I was talking about
就算你不知道我在说啥
or know someone who's gone through it
或者只知道是某人的经历
It make me not feel alone
你让我觉得不孤单
Because I know there are people who say all of these things don't happen
这世上很多人不相信这种事
And there are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17
有些人步入17岁就忘了16岁的自己
I know these will all be stories someday
我知道这终将成为故事
And our pictures will become old photographs
我们的照片会泛黄
And we'll all become somebody's mom or dad
我们会为人父母
But right now , these moments are not srories
但此刻，这一切尚未成为过去式
This is happening
他们正在发生
I am here
我就在这里
And I am looking at her
凝视着她
And she is so beautiful
她是如此美丽
I can see it
我了解了
This one moment when you know you're not a sad story
这一刻，你明白自己不是一个悲伤的故事
You are alive
你是有生命的
And you stand up and see the lights on buildings
你站起身来，看着灿烂的灯火
and everything that makes you wonder
和所有惊奇的事物
And you are listening to that song on that drive
听着那首歌
with the people you love most in this world
和你最爱的人一起兜风
And in this moment , I swear
这一刻我发誓
we are infinite
我们就是永恒
最后，把那首tunnel song送给各位少年。David Bowie的《Heroes》。
Let's drive!
I wish you could swim
我多么希望看到你游泳啊
Like the dolphins
像一只轻盈的海豚
Like dolphins can swim
像一只可以在水中自由游动的海豚
