l found myself dawding,completely beat.
l found it hard for me to sleep single-mindedly without chatting with you. l never come to terms with the fact that you are busy with part-time job,while l am alone.But it turns out to be what l am up against currently.
l just gave up on running while l could still go any length to overcome my weakness.l was halfhearted all the time.
Reaching the finish line,never walking,enjoying the race.
l often tell myself not to give up,but finally give in easier.My mind was messed up .And l didn't want to think of too much theories,just wanted to run at my speed.
But now it seems l am listless,lifeless and aimless.l am still disqualified for its competent runner.Two years has passed,l see no progress in my running,especially speed,not distance.
l should swing,reinvent myself to run fast,more.
When you lose contact with me,l seemed to be worried you too much.When we own something,we don't valve it until we lose it.
l don't want to struggle anymore,for there is only one way for me to chose,better or worse.
l will try hard again.
