We have our own responsibility ,own obligation .We are the way we are .No more words ,u could not change the world ,
The only way is to change urself .The fog in my heart has existed for a long time .unreasonable ,unreal .So what could I do to deal with it ?No money ,no experience .What I own is myself ,my younth .I'm not that kind of person who wanna make great money ,what I need is not much .Just try my best to search what I want ,without confusion .Say thx to what I have ,and the decisions that I made .I love the passionate Tom .though I still have a long way to go ,Cherish the time that I'm so young ,To walk outside to see what does our world look like on earth .To enjoy life And something else .to go after what I really want ,to search the End of the way .This is the first day of 2017today .I've never imagined that I will spend my vacation here ,that is fate that lead me to get here .
In this special time ,make a plan for the next year .The BEC ,the teaching license ,the guide certification .They are what I want .
Life is all about choices .We could do few when we facing it ,But it is what does this mean to me ,And the significant of it .
Here I am ,in the pursuit of my dream ,Maybe just a kind of lifestyle .Now ,I just like walk in the dark .no aims ,no destinations ,no directions .I envy Gump a lot ,who has no sense of the things happened around him ,but he lived really happy ,always follows his heart .But reputation ,money ,wife ,son ,has come to him dramatically .He is gifted ?I Don't think so except pingpong .But why ?
I don't know .that pure life is not what I can get .my heart is full of money or honour .Being lake of the search process of my deep heart .That is the difference between I And Gump .
I just like a prisoner in a jail .spend the regular life as it is arranged .It seems like that I don't have too much choices .
I get accustomed to the way of my life ,being tired of or afraid of changing it .Everything seems naturally ,but actually not .the useless change means nothing .
I hope I can travel more in this year ,to meet different people and different scenery .As what I've been doing during These days .
Good night .
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