After Labour Day, I stayed with my boyfriend for a long time. During this period, I saw what his work contents and what cute or upset students, which made me wanted to become a primary teacher, too.

There is a problem confronted me a lot, that is ' What can I do for my company?'. In other words, what's my advantages compared with others? Before this time, I always consider that until I underwent this period and understood what was my interest.

For a long time, I am confused my future. As many college students, I also don't know what I can do for a company or a team. I am fortune. When I was confused, there was a chance that I can continue my study without exams. I didn't consider a lot, just because of this chance, and I began my life of graduated students. 

There are a lot of experiments to do but you don't know if it can success. Besides, you must read a lot articles to modify your exprimental plans, even though you don't know how to finish tasks that boss told you. Everthing you must depend on yourself! That may be the best experience that I have learned. 

I miss my college life. As an outstanding student, I was accustomed to others' appreciate, so sometimes I think I should not continue my study.

Fortunately, I find what is my interest. I want to be a primary teacher with a good ability of making PPT.

 Here are three main reasons that hold on my action. Firstly, the working time is short and the salary is relevantly high, so there is a lot of time to do an avocation to add my income. Secondly, after witnessing the contryside's education, I really realize that the educational source is too unfair for rural children. I am also from countryside. I know deeply not rural children more foolish than urban children but rural children less chance to accept advanced knowledge than urban children. And I have ability and convidence to meet the challenge. Thirdly, according to my boyfriend's educational bachground, it is hard to find a good job in a big city. At the same time, I want to stay with him, so it's not a bad idea that both of us work at hometown. Besides, we also have much time to communicate or company with our parents.

So, what I should do?

1. Download more materials from TED and speech a theme everyweek.

2.Spend 1 hour to concentrate on how to make perfect PPT everyday.

3.Spend 1 hour to write summary with English in Jianshu everyday.

4.Pay attention to environmental engineering study, and submit the first article as quickly as I can.

That's all!